Living with Endometriosis

This is the first time I have really blogged about having endometriosis (or, endo). Part of me isn’t sure what to say. I want to create understanding and awareness. It’s one of those odd medical conditions that you don’t really hear about until you, or someone you know has it… in saying that it’s actually very common.

Approximately 5-20% women of “child bearing” age have endo of some sort. That’s a really wide range you may say, that’s because It’s almost invisible. You can’t be diagnosed with endo through an ultrasound, x-ray, CT-scan, etc. It can only been seen through a laperoscopy – minor, keyhole surgery.

But, other than extremely painful – what is it?
Endo is basically when cells from or lining of the uterus is found outside of the womb (but still inside the body). It’s kind of like an internal bleeding and then the “enometrial tissue” continues to grow. It attaches itself to other organs, like your bowel, kidney, tubes, etc.

Some days, it’s debilitating, most other days it’s just extremely, painfully annoying and an inconvenience. I can’t stand for long period of time, let alone walk long distances. The “vigorous” exercise I am continually prescribed, if I manage to do it, leaves me in a messy ball for the remainder of the night and sometimes the next day.

I’m going to leave it here, with more to come. I think blogging is more for me, but I pray as you read my experience, you may grow in your understanding and empathy. Not for me, but for the other women (and their families) you will meet who have to suffer through endo.

absolute lol-cats at the airports. A group of people waiting for the lift for 5 minutes. I push into the front.and realise the oldies at the front havent pushed the button. *Face-plam* (Taken with Instagram)

MYC 2012

I must confess; I was not looking forward to spending 4 nights away from my husband, with 300 people I didn’t know after falling and hurting my back on Friday. However, something in me persuaded me to persevere, with a small hope that it would be a positive experience.

After a week of Holidays Kids Club, I was exhausted and the last thing I wanted to do was go on camp/conference when my alarm went off on Monday morning.

After 24 hours, I was so glad to be there! It was a blessing to be taught by Phillip Jensen and mingle with some amazing people my age.

God’s word was faithfully taught and am surprised at how refreshing it is to be reminded of the simple truth of Christ, the salvation he offers and the sufficiency of the Bible.

Christ and his Word is all I need.

“We would like to ask all people who have purchased priority boarding and MaxFares to board first”

No one got up because all the rest of us heard were “Losers. If we could afford priority boarding, we wouldn’t be flying Jetstar!!”

Jetstar flight attendant

Trip Relection Time #3

What site made the most significant impact and why?

Theologically and in regards to ministry – Corinth, Ephesus, Philippi and the three churches in the Lycus River Valley equally impacted my life. They enhanced my understanding of the scriptures and will help me to better teach the New Testament to young people.

However, I have to say the site that made the most significant impact was not a “Biblical site,” but the Treasury at the Topkapı Palace Museum. It was our second last full day and we were all tired. I didn’t want to see another museum or walk around for a couple of hours. Despite this, I walked around with Matthew and Christine when I received a beautiful revelation.

We were walking around the grand jewels, the treasury of the Sultans Palace. Before us was a giant diamond, embedded in gold. It turns out it was found in the dump and sold for three spoons. It was then taken to the Sultan where the true value of the jewel was found after it had been cleaned and polished.  As such it is now called the Spoonmaker’s Diamond.

As I walked past this pendant and the other jewels on display I grew an overwhelming sense of God’s love for me. What I was seeing were some of the most precious and valuable things in all of turkey – yet I was more precious than these to my Heavenly Father. This is something I have “known,” but never understood or believed. It was a beautiful moment and I know I will need to remind myself of this continually.

She is worth far more than rubies – Psalm 31:10b

Trip Reflection Time #2

Significant thing God has revealed to me #2

God wants me to have fellowship and I can. Since moving to Sydney for Bible College this has been lacking greatly in my life.

The first week I was disheartened at the lack of community, however after the afternoon in the ancient healing site of Asklepion this changed for the remainder of the trip. The waters and site of Asklepion believed to have special healing properties. It would bring many sick people from around the country who wanted physical healing.

Ironically, some of the older men felt called to pray for me at this site. I had a bad cold for the last few days and was struggling to breath. This was on top of the pelvic pain I have been experiencing. During the moment of prayer, I began to feel connected with these people and during conversation after, many had felt the same. Through prayer, unity was built and true fellowship amongst the group begun.

After this in the Theatre at the same site; a group of Korean students sung from the stage as us (out of tune) Aussies listened and joined in. The site came to life as the perfect harmonies, praising Jesus echoed through the ancient amphitheatre.  We all joined in, praising our amazing God; our saviour and lord.

The prayer for my healing along with the singing in the theatre created a spiritual shift and unity amongst us. The love and support that flowed from my brothers and sisters has touched and changed me. God wants me to enjoy friendship and community with his family.

God worked though their love and support in order to reveal to me how precious I am to him.

Trip Reflection Time #1

Significant thing God has revealed to me #1

God is my strength. I cannot believe I accomplished what I did. A couple of days were almost pain free and for many I was in agony – either way I had the strength of Christ keeping me going.

He is the only reason I could see what I saw and experience what I did. He is the strength in my weakness. I have a greater trust in him and his ability and willingness to carry me through pain, sickness, loneliness and depression.

I climbed 200 stairs to visit a monastery, trekked up numerous large hills to reach the acropolises of many cities and walked thousands of steps in archaeological sites and towns to follow in the footsteps of Paul. And I did it all with a smile (most of the time!).

I could not have done any of this if it weren’t for God- the Father, Son AND the Holy Spirit.

United Arab Emirates – Dubai

Dubai is a crazy city. It is entertaining. It is big. It is spacious. It is incredible and indescribable. No word or photo can capture the essence of Dubai.

I have, yet again, been mind-blown. Everything here has to be the biggest and the best. The buildings are architecturally phenomenal – practical, unique and creative. The city skyline is nothing like Sydney; everything is spread out and nothing feels cramped. Dubai is nothing I expected – there is great freedom here and I feel so safe. There are security guards and police on every corner and everyone tends to keep to themselves. Even walking through the spice, gold and textile Souks I felt comfortable and at ease.

1.8 million people live here and it is obvious how small the population is compared to the large area of land the city is spread over. I have not once felt overwhelmed by too many people, unlike in Istanbul or Athens. The Souks, the Big Bus tour, going to level 124 (the viewing platform) of Burk Khalifa, the tallest building in the world and experiencing a meal at the Rainforest Café has all been such an incredible opportunity and blessing.

I am sure I will look forward to returning to Dubai one day. There are so many attractions and so little time. I hope Glen and I can come here and experience the Aqua Adventure Park and Atlantis on the Palm, the Indoor “Ski Dubai” at Emirates Mall, Wild Wadi Water Park and the public beach in Jumeirah, Dubai Aquarium, Underwater Zoo and the rides at Sega Republic in The Dubai Mall and Creek Park. There is so much to cover and so little time, yet Shelly and I feel as if we have already done so much!

It is such a blessing to be here and I would recommend for anyone who has a stopover in Dubai to extend it! It is worth it!

Turkey – Istanbul

Istanbul is busy. 17 million people are cramped into such a relatively small space. Part of the culture is the street venders. Walking down the streets of the city, one is continually bombarded (some say harassed) with words of encouragement to buy their product.

But I loved Istanbul, particularly in comparison to Athens. It was crazy hectic and fast-paced but felt much safer to Athens. The city also felt a lot cleaner and easier to get around. The Bazzar was a unique experienced and managed to barter for a leather bound note book from 90TL to 45TL. I thought it was a good attempt for my first try.

Going to the Topkapı Palace Museum was a blessing in disguise, but I will share more on this at a later date. On a more entertaining note; I sang Aladdin’s “Whole New World” in the Sultan’s living room. Yeah!

Istanbul was amazing. I loved the city; everyone was so friendly and it was vibrant and alive. I loved the whole Western side of Turkey – it was beautiful I hope I can return soon (which, two weeks ago I would have never said)!

Fellowship during the trip enhanced my experience of Istanbul. By this stage we had spent two weeks together and the Holy Spirit had been building friendships and bonds. I felt so united with and so much love for these amazing, godly and special people during the last three days of the tour.

I feel that the unity, prayer, encouragement and support of fellow Christians on the tour made this trip as life changing, special and amazing as it was.

That being said; I think I have caught the travel bug!

Turkey

April 11th – 15th

It is day ten following Paul and the early church. I am going to reflect on the last five days in Turkey via “Facts” (Ref: Matthew Wallace, aka Mr Wiki).

Fact 1: I miss my husband. I wish he was here experiencing this with me.

Fact 2: My camera has taken 4018 photos, courtesy of Miss Shelly and myself.

Fact 3: I am sick and tired of the oil filled food the Turks seem to enjoy. Their desserts are also a disgrace and are drowned in flavourless (or badly spiced) syrup.

Fact 4: As a result of Fact 3, all I want for one meal is an entre of garlic bread, followed by a rump steak cooked medium with a side of mash potato, corn and cauliflower and the grand finale of vanilla bean ice-cream with a drizzle of chocolate topping, sprinkles, sliced banana and strawberries.

Fact 5: I am saddened by how easily and willingly people rip you off. This is especially true when converting Euro’s to Turkish Lira and vice versa.

Fact 6: As wonderful, eye-opening and exciting as this adventure has been, at the moment I don’t feel the “travel-bug” I expected to feel. This may come after I return to Aus, but if anything, this trip has inspired me to travel and explore Australia.

Fact 7: Our Turkish bus driver is a maniac!

Fact 8: God is glorified through his stunning and mind blowing creation here. I have preferred the scenery and countryside of Turkey compared to Greece. It is so lush with beautiful fruit and have noticed the vast variety of beautiful flora.

Fact 9: Saw my first squirrel! Pretty sure this made the site of Troy bearable. Included in the Fauna category of animals to mention is three tortoises (AMAZE-BALLS) 100’s of snails along the walking track at Hierapolis and mad-as lizards in Laodicea. But the squirrel was the best!

Fact 10: Jesus has been abundant in his provision and blessings. Answered prayers, giving physical strength to the weak, teaching us, speaking to us and creating a wonderful atmosphere of fellowship is just the tip of the ice-berg. 

Five days left before another 6 nights in Dubai. Then I can go home. Looking forward to what’s in store for the next 10 days. I am getting excited about half way mark so I can go home, hug my husband and see my little kiddlets again!!

Let everything that has breath praise the LORD. Praise the LORD. – Psalm 150:6